: recouping

so i crashed hard this weekend and i have to admit i'm hurting pretty bad. its not the physical pain that is getting me, it the emotional hurt that is tough to deal with. i've been riding my a$$ off training for this weekends cross race and for the crossvegas event next month, and i have doctors order to stay off the bike for 3-5 weeks. riding is my outlet, my escape from the real world...it keeps me sane. its kills me to see all my hardwork and structured training get pissed down the tubes cause of a stupid crash! guess i'll be resorting to my creative outlets in the coming weeks. lots of artwork, lots of photos, lots of reading, etc. all things heal in due time, but patience isn't one of my greatest traits!

cat napping while i spent the day on the couch